First off, I want to thank you all for your input and words. Truly, I always like advice, and I did read every comment, but keep in mind that this is my own decision, and I will make it as I see fit. If I stick with the birds, people will think Im nuts for turning down a stable position, money and all that for a silly dream and hope. If I go with the IT position, people will think Im insane for turning away from my dreams and the opportunity few are ever given. Either way, some folks will think I did the right thing, some folks will think I made a poor choice.

And thus, I wont say anything until the decision has been made. I appreciate all the input and advice, I truly do, and I cant thank people enough for voicing their opinions and trying to shed more light and wisdom from their own perspectives. Im not being sarcastic, Im not going to say any 'buts,' other than to advise and thank folks for keeping in mind that this is still MY life, and I hope for respect any way I go here. I could easily say 'sorry, but no thanks' to either job offer here, and I could also easily see myself fitting in with either as well. Trust me when I say this is NOT an easy decision for me to make, though.

I still welcome advice and whatever words are spoken, however people may seek to sway me or think they know best for me. Feel free, tell me all you want, I do want and read all the advice. Just... in the end, its my life and my decision to make. There wont be word or reply from me either way until the decision is made, though.

Thank you thank you thank you! ^v^

((edit: Also, Im still flip-flopping back and forth on an hourly basis. X> ))