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2012 rant
14 years ago
No, it's not about the end of the world prophesy, but I swear if this year keeps on like it is there doesn't need to be a prophesy, I'll rain down a great fury and vengeance all my own. We're only a month into this year and so far I've had to pay $366 to get my car back into shape, during which time the inspection ran out cause finding parts is a bitch so I also got a ticket for that. Wake up this morning and got the mail and find a $135 fine for said ticket even though the only reason why I was driving the car when I got that ticket is cause my garage needed me to bring it in to make sure it was getting the right parts for me.
If it wasn't for keeping a good eye on my money I'd be fucked for all this cause so far this year I've only been getting 24 hours a week at work, thus making me pretty fucking poor. Makes no sense at all either cause we're heading into inventory again so there's more work to do, but I'm getting less hours. Instead I'm rewarded with a sudden constant back ache and I think because of this its causing my left ankle and possibly my right knee to hurt a lot as well. My neck also hurts a lot lately but I think that could just be sleep related.
My family just keeps making a bigger and bigger void within itself cause everyone keeps thinking they have all the answers without knowing a goddamn thing about whats really going on. Some of it was pretty much bound to happen thanks to one specific person, but other parts of it are just retarded when you look at the big picture which is usually right in front of everyone's faces, they're just too goddamn ignorant to use their brain meat for something other than themselves. I guess it's not something new here though, but it's been getting bad ever since November and I'm becoming more disappointed and ashamed of my own family as more time keeps passing lately.
And to top all this off, I ended up getting myself into something so personal that I've sworn not to talk about it publicly so I have something of that sort of magnitude rolling around in my head as well.
So yeah, in a nutshell, I'm poor, my body is breaking down, my family is falling apart, my mind is extremely troubled, and I've only a handful of people that I would turn to but don't cause I don't like doing that. How's everyone else's year so far?
If it wasn't for keeping a good eye on my money I'd be fucked for all this cause so far this year I've only been getting 24 hours a week at work, thus making me pretty fucking poor. Makes no sense at all either cause we're heading into inventory again so there's more work to do, but I'm getting less hours. Instead I'm rewarded with a sudden constant back ache and I think because of this its causing my left ankle and possibly my right knee to hurt a lot as well. My neck also hurts a lot lately but I think that could just be sleep related.
My family just keeps making a bigger and bigger void within itself cause everyone keeps thinking they have all the answers without knowing a goddamn thing about whats really going on. Some of it was pretty much bound to happen thanks to one specific person, but other parts of it are just retarded when you look at the big picture which is usually right in front of everyone's faces, they're just too goddamn ignorant to use their brain meat for something other than themselves. I guess it's not something new here though, but it's been getting bad ever since November and I'm becoming more disappointed and ashamed of my own family as more time keeps passing lately.
And to top all this off, I ended up getting myself into something so personal that I've sworn not to talk about it publicly so I have something of that sort of magnitude rolling around in my head as well.
So yeah, in a nutshell, I'm poor, my body is breaking down, my family is falling apart, my mind is extremely troubled, and I've only a handful of people that I would turn to but don't cause I don't like doing that. How's everyone else's year so far?
Basically it the same shit as last year only with a slight sprinkle of extra crap on top.
God... I haven't seen anything by him in forever...
Did you have an accident or sleep awkward? I do that sometimes and get a crink in my neck. Is the pain very hot or more a stabbing pain. Do you have a way to ice the inflammed area?
As I've said before, I will happily and discreetly be an ear for you, a shoulder, and a frind. You can email me at my aol if not here.