Its natural to feel like you want to just give up and fall apart. I have been there and done that but there is always tomorrow (or the weekend or upcoming event) that makes it all doable in the end...though I must admit it feels sometimes that I have to bribe myself to not turn around and make the source of my problems go away (I have a great deal of respect for what the laws of Texas can do to me). I spend a lot of my life with my body wanting to crumble and having to keep it moving by shear brute force of will.

Hope this helps you a bit at least.

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