My heart yearns for love,
to become whole as it once was.
My heart is no longer whole,
for it has lost its love.
I once knew what love was,
or so I thought I knew.

I yearn to know love once again,
for it was life without comparison.
I let her go,
The one who filled the hole.
I wish to know,
where did my love go.

All seems lost now,
all I know is gone.
All that's left is depression and sorrow,
with that there is no tomorrow.
Life without love,
is a life no one wants to live.

Recently I had to break up with someone I truly loved. My first True love at that. My life with her was amazing it was without comparison. She had an amazing personality and was pretty as could be. I was forced to break up with her because of my mother. She was the one that I held dear to my heart, the only one I ever said "I love you" too and truly and wholeheartedly meant it. She was amazing in every way. She was nice, truthful, honest, honorable, beautiful, caring, and kind as could be. When I told her I had to break up with her depression set in. I'm slowly crawling out of the hole it created in my heart. It hurts so much, I want to cry from the pain. It seems so hopeless right now but I will crawl out of it like I have every time before this.

Poem ©2012