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Depri relapse, hooray.
13 years ago
INB4 "lol I read it as derpy relapse".
Got my manperiods again and feeling down. The world around me is changing and I'm unable to cope with this. People I've known and lost contact with since highschool have grown up, moving out, getting married, are having children.. while I'm sitting here, terrified of the world.
Social networks suck, all you'll see are the successes of others, never the failures. You see all the fun they're having, and part of me wishes I could be the same fun-loving, outgoing guy.
But I'm not.
Nothing interests me. Nor can I remain fanatically interested in something for a long time.
Friendships are still pretty much nonexistant. Sure, I know people online and they're great fun to talk to. But I don't know these people. I'll never truely know these people, no matter how many times I say "I care", or "I understand". Frankly, I'll never understand because my mind won't let me understand, and I'm avoiding all the experiences I could've had in my life to make me understand.
To make a crude statement: if I were to die tomorrow, no one in this digital world would ever know.
:I
AIN'T DEPRESSION FUCKING WONDERFUL!
Got my manperiods again and feeling down. The world around me is changing and I'm unable to cope with this. People I've known and lost contact with since highschool have grown up, moving out, getting married, are having children.. while I'm sitting here, terrified of the world.
Social networks suck, all you'll see are the successes of others, never the failures. You see all the fun they're having, and part of me wishes I could be the same fun-loving, outgoing guy.
But I'm not.
Nothing interests me. Nor can I remain fanatically interested in something for a long time.
Friendships are still pretty much nonexistant. Sure, I know people online and they're great fun to talk to. But I don't know these people. I'll never truely know these people, no matter how many times I say "I care", or "I understand". Frankly, I'll never understand because my mind won't let me understand, and I'm avoiding all the experiences I could've had in my life to make me understand.
To make a crude statement: if I were to die tomorrow, no one in this digital world would ever know.
:I
AIN'T DEPRESSION FUCKING WONDERFUL!
As for your crude statement, I dunno what to say. People might not know, but I'm pretty confidant in saying they would care.
*holds up glass of Coca Cola*
Here's to having no life and not being the only one.
*offers hug*