I try to help someone, and all I get is shit upon.
Apparently from the first moment I met this person, I was like a sister to them, I helped them through hell and back.
Then all of a sudden, I'm the one in the wrong. I'm the one that's being a bitch, not letting people in, etc. etc.
I have 16 days til I move out of my apartment, I have homework assignment upon assignment, exam after exam, working my ass off in an attempt to not fail any of my classes and screw myself over in college.
I've been in pain for the past two weeks for multiple reasons.
I've had to deal with my son of a bitch asshole roommates and keep from stabbing them.
But I have yet to snap people's heads off without either warning them beforehand, or apologizing afterwards.
But yet somehow, over the period of a week, I've managed to piss this person off to where they have officially removed me from their life for supposedly not listening.
They tell me they don't quite know me well enough to know whether or not I'm joking (sarcasm) or being serious with some of the things I say. Yet they come off and judge me and tell me that all I've been doing is pushing them away and being bitchy and all that happy horseshit.
One minute I'm the comforting, helpful, listening sister, the next minute I'm apparently doing absolutely nothing for them.
Even I get tired of argument, so excuse me if I ask if we can stop the arguments.
I'm just so confused right now...I pour my heart out and try to help, but yet it's not enough.
And people wonder why I'm on depression medication...
I give up...I'm in tears, no one'll care...