Things have been quite a mess for me emotionally for the past few months. I did not and do not always handle my Mothers illness well, I have noticed some imbalances things that would normally be something I would brush off have made me very angry and upset lucky for me I have pretty good self control. I'm hoping that once everything is over and returns to normal so will I. I have some wonderful friends who have been there for me through this even if its someone I need to vent to and that has meant more to me then they will ever know.
Surprisingly my boss at work has been great moral support. I have also had some very caring people come into my life that make me very happy and have helped balance things. I'm doing ok over all but sometime still feel like an utter mess, but with all that I have amazing friends who hold the guard for me.