i been through hell and back plenty of times i have taken meny a lover in my time i have fought meny a battle i learned so many things in my time...how to throw knives...how to shoot...how to throw that punch just right ....alot of these things were self taught.....but yet i havent had a glam life style either....i been raped multiple times when i was younger i been beaten plenty of times as well i battled drug addiction and alcoholism....and i lost the biggest battle yet...the battle for my daughter my ex dosnt wish me to be in her life...i been in battle constently no im not a bad ass not i dont know it all but when i speak about a problem i speak on exp right now my lil one is 1 year old and i havent even seen her yet....sometimes i wondered if their was a god and why have i been so condemed then i just sit back light me a cig and chill out i know their are people worse off but hey its hard to think that when you dont see them right? well thats the end of this rant session here i vented a lil lets see you vent a bit it helps trust me