After about a month and a half over here, I'm considering leaving. It was a hard decision, and I sort of don't want to do this, but I really don't see any reason to stay. I have no work of value to contribute, and most journals I see are just advertisements for selling art for money I simply don't have. And I know this is supposed to be a sort of social thing, but I'm never involved with anything. I feel like my presence is of no use and I am gaining nothing from being here.

Sorry to say this, but it's been fun, and I wish you all the best of luck.