So, I broke up with my boyfriend. And I was fine for a while. It was clean, it was needed. We were so bad for each other in those last few weeks. So why does it hurt so bad? I can't stop listening to Nickelback and getting close to the point of tears. I don't even like Nickelback.

And it doesn't help a lot of my friends are busy. I know it's not their fault but it leaves me alone and makes me think and do horrible things to myself.

Not to mention one of my best friend is going to the Navy soon and my moirail is leaving for Germany soon.

I'm just... so alone at this moment.