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13 years ago
I mess everything up lately. I'm losing people that are important to me.
I am looking at living with my grandpa, but he is doing terrible. He is hallucinating more now than before. He's up at night and hallucinating. I get no sleep. My cousin who stays with him doesn't watch him at night. When he does sleep I am bored as all hell, but he needs to be supervised at all times. So I can go outside and walk around the house once then check on him.
I had to hold him up and help him walk from his chair to the bathroom and to his bed for two nights so far. When I do feel comfortable enough to sleep...he wakes me up because he's hallucinating and talks to me directly. Or my cousin's kids are up and she is home from work and not taking 'the day shift' or just the morning shift...I need to sleep sometime.
He barely ate today and they are damned lucky I only slept for two hours or else he'd not have gotten his morning meds!
I suppose it is best this way, Sazume gets to move away from my crap family and...I get to watch someone else I love die again...but at least I'll take good care of him and not get pissed off at him for being very old and having dementia....she knew it was going to be like having another freaking toddler to look after, so i do not understand why she's so upset with him all the time.
I have had no time to have a good cry lately. My poor grampy.
Dammit all, I need a better ferret cage, then me and my furkids are moving into grampa's basement when my cousin moves into her trailer.
My middle older brother is a dipshit and is getting back into the drugs and alcohol abuse he used to be in years ago. He quit for his boys...now he broke up with his babies' momma and is with some new chick who dragged him into the drug/drunk all the fucking time life again. Dammit, you are not 21! You're in you'relate thirties and will kill your organs you dork...
I am looking at living with my grandpa, but he is doing terrible. He is hallucinating more now than before. He's up at night and hallucinating. I get no sleep. My cousin who stays with him doesn't watch him at night. When he does sleep I am bored as all hell, but he needs to be supervised at all times. So I can go outside and walk around the house once then check on him.
I had to hold him up and help him walk from his chair to the bathroom and to his bed for two nights so far. When I do feel comfortable enough to sleep...he wakes me up because he's hallucinating and talks to me directly. Or my cousin's kids are up and she is home from work and not taking 'the day shift' or just the morning shift...I need to sleep sometime.
He barely ate today and they are damned lucky I only slept for two hours or else he'd not have gotten his morning meds!
I suppose it is best this way, Sazume gets to move away from my crap family and...I get to watch someone else I love die again...but at least I'll take good care of him and not get pissed off at him for being very old and having dementia....she knew it was going to be like having another freaking toddler to look after, so i do not understand why she's so upset with him all the time.
I have had no time to have a good cry lately. My poor grampy.
Dammit all, I need a better ferret cage, then me and my furkids are moving into grampa's basement when my cousin moves into her trailer.
My middle older brother is a dipshit and is getting back into the drugs and alcohol abuse he used to be in years ago. He quit for his boys...now he broke up with his babies' momma and is with some new chick who dragged him into the drug/drunk all the fucking time life again. Dammit, you are not 21! You're in you'relate thirties and will kill your organs you dork...
