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Birthday today~
13 years ago
Today is my birthday. For those of you who read journal titles, you likely came to this conclusion well before reading my long-winded post over nothing.
Before going too far, understand this is slightly, mostly, if not flatout self reflective and moderately to severely depressing.
Some facts:
I am 27 as of today.'
I am unable to make a "fursona" or "persona" online without really being unhappy with it. yet to find something I feel is really "me"
Student loans are the devil.
College is not there for your education, it is a money making industry.
Halfway into that list I just deleted it all and said "suck it up faggot" and kept rolling. I don't like to whine or bitch at people about my situation, most people who matter know already and its all I need.
Anyways, honestly its weird how at this age, vs about 5 years ago my perspective on the entire "birthday" thing has shifted. It used to be "lolfreestuffthx" but, now its more of a somber kinda reflective feel. That increasing feeling that some incredible unknown deadline is getting closser and I should do something with myself before its too late.
Before going too far, understand this is slightly, mostly, if not flatout self reflective and moderately to severely depressing.
Some facts:
I am 27 as of today.'
I am unable to make a "fursona" or "persona" online without really being unhappy with it. yet to find something I feel is really "me"
Student loans are the devil.
College is not there for your education, it is a money making industry.
Halfway into that list I just deleted it all and said "suck it up faggot" and kept rolling. I don't like to whine or bitch at people about my situation, most people who matter know already and its all I need.
Anyways, honestly its weird how at this age, vs about 5 years ago my perspective on the entire "birthday" thing has shifted. It used to be "lolfreestuffthx" but, now its more of a somber kinda reflective feel. That increasing feeling that some incredible unknown deadline is getting closser and I should do something with myself before its too late.
"It used to be "lolfreestuffthx" but, now its more of a somber kinda reflective feel. That increasing feeling that some incredible unknown deadline is getting closser and I should do something with myself before its too late."
Heh, you're not alone with that. Birthdays seems to be a big reminder of these things about how life is actually quite short. Like the reaction to it is mor "It's already that time? It's already been one year?" and then you can only think of what you did -not- do.. at least in my case it's that.
Nonetheless, I hope you'll still enjoy the day and cake. In fact, that's what it should be named; not birth-reminder day but Delicious Cake Day.