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Sorry for the Delay..I Ish Alive I Promise!!!
13 years ago
I Offer a Gift of My Apology
http://youtu.be/XlQf8UA3V8M
I apologize to my watchers friends and fans for not letting you all know how the surgery went...
I'm sorry, we were all in kind of a whirlwind afterwards. It went alright. Hurt quite a bit more then last time, was NOT happy to be awake, and one of my Dr.'s lackies told me my AVM grew back and I cussed him out..then he yelled at me...a bag of Adivan later and my Dr Came and saw me..told me that his little lacky didn't know what the fuck he was talking about (shocker) and everything was fine. Nothing had grown back. I instructed him to warm up his pimp hand and teach that little shit a lesson...he warmed up his pimp hand and did so.... I <3 my Dr. This particular one is the only one that can deal with me LOL
So yeah there is some vascular stuff going on, but it's nothing bad..they don;t like to see the veins and such growing back this way because it's Derp , painful, but not life threatening, or dangerous etc.
So that went as well as it could go I should say.
I got home, was compilating my adventures in Ft.Lauderdale at Tribal Solstice, Videos, pics awesomeness (AKA my new tattoo SQUEE!!) And I went to support my studio and dance on Saturday...yes that is 3 days after surgery..I am a stubborn ass I know this....and I overdid it and am now sick.
Saw the Dr Today, got antibiotics etc, and I should be feeling better soon.
Also if any of you are thinking of getting one of those electric cigarettes...freaking DON'T!!! I bought the cloud or whatever..and I was freaking allergic to it..I took it back and got a refund, but it still gave me laryngitis, Thrush, and then this fuckery that is turning into bronchitis. And FYI Coughing this freaking hard with internal bruising...NOT fun!!!
So yeah, IMO it's safer for me to just smoke in moderation. I know it's bad for you blah blah, but if you aren't smoking like 2-3 packs a day, and are careful, get a lot of exercise (which I do..how many smokers you know that can dance for 2-3 hours at a time, like REALLY hard stuff that I do Hmmm?), keep your lungs healthy, then yeah, I mean, shit I don;t do anything else bad. I don't drink, I don;t do drugs (though at this point even the Drs are wanting me to try Pot to see if it would get the pain under control) I smoke in moderation, and it helps at 4am when I am in agony and waiting for pain meds to kick in.
ok, ok, enough of this emo BS. I will be feeling better soon, then will write a super journal full of bad ass pics and such, video FIRE all sortsa stuff.
Also got some commissions on the verge of being Finished, which means I will be taking new ones again FINALLY ugh. But glad I could do right by the people that commissioned me and I will continue to do so.
So anything you all particularly like or want to see me do commissions of when I get back?
http://youtu.be/XlQf8UA3V8M
I apologize to my watchers friends and fans for not letting you all know how the surgery went...
I'm sorry, we were all in kind of a whirlwind afterwards. It went alright. Hurt quite a bit more then last time, was NOT happy to be awake, and one of my Dr.'s lackies told me my AVM grew back and I cussed him out..then he yelled at me...a bag of Adivan later and my Dr Came and saw me..told me that his little lacky didn't know what the fuck he was talking about (shocker) and everything was fine. Nothing had grown back. I instructed him to warm up his pimp hand and teach that little shit a lesson...he warmed up his pimp hand and did so.... I <3 my Dr. This particular one is the only one that can deal with me LOL
So yeah there is some vascular stuff going on, but it's nothing bad..they don;t like to see the veins and such growing back this way because it's Derp , painful, but not life threatening, or dangerous etc.
So that went as well as it could go I should say.
I got home, was compilating my adventures in Ft.Lauderdale at Tribal Solstice, Videos, pics awesomeness (AKA my new tattoo SQUEE!!) And I went to support my studio and dance on Saturday...yes that is 3 days after surgery..I am a stubborn ass I know this....and I overdid it and am now sick.
Saw the Dr Today, got antibiotics etc, and I should be feeling better soon.
Also if any of you are thinking of getting one of those electric cigarettes...freaking DON'T!!! I bought the cloud or whatever..and I was freaking allergic to it..I took it back and got a refund, but it still gave me laryngitis, Thrush, and then this fuckery that is turning into bronchitis. And FYI Coughing this freaking hard with internal bruising...NOT fun!!!
So yeah, IMO it's safer for me to just smoke in moderation. I know it's bad for you blah blah, but if you aren't smoking like 2-3 packs a day, and are careful, get a lot of exercise (which I do..how many smokers you know that can dance for 2-3 hours at a time, like REALLY hard stuff that I do Hmmm?), keep your lungs healthy, then yeah, I mean, shit I don;t do anything else bad. I don't drink, I don;t do drugs (though at this point even the Drs are wanting me to try Pot to see if it would get the pain under control) I smoke in moderation, and it helps at 4am when I am in agony and waiting for pain meds to kick in.
ok, ok, enough of this emo BS. I will be feeling better soon, then will write a super journal full of bad ass pics and such, video FIRE all sortsa stuff.
Also got some commissions on the verge of being Finished, which means I will be taking new ones again FINALLY ugh. But glad I could do right by the people that commissioned me and I will continue to do so.
So anything you all particularly like or want to see me do commissions of when I get back?
*ahem* Sorry.
I'm glad the surgery was successful, and sorry it was extra painful. Very sorry the witless lackey scared and angered you; as if you needed more stress just then!
Let's see, multiple brain surgeries, vascular stuff, and you still get out and dance like a fiend. I think you've earned a little emo. A little. ;)
We're just glad to see you back, whatever you decided to do!