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New Brain Surgery, New Jackalope
5 years ago
So!
Um, hi... it’s been a while...
I don’t know where to begin, but I’ll try my best.
Firstly, I have missed FA and you all SO FREAKING MUCH!
The last decade I’ve been battling with insane pain from the brain surgery I had in 2010
It made it near impossible to do art and every time I would keep pushing myself, I’d get more and more frustrated and just, disheartened.
So I concentrated on my dance studies (coming up on 20 years in dance now 😱
And I’ll happily share my insta if anyone wishes to see what I’ve been up to in that area)
And then lo and behold in 2019 I got an anomalous MRI 😬fek
My AVM has regrown to the exact same size it was (4cm) and it brought a friend! A fistula!
So back under the knife, saw and Mellon Baller again. September 16th 2019....
Turned out I had a screw in the wrong place from the first surgery that was pinning down a nerve. Once that was removed, no more pain issues 🙄🙃🤷🏻♀️
Here we are a year later.
I’d love to say it’s been a healing year but that’s just not what 2020 is about.
We lost our baby Nahmbo to heart disease 2 months ago.
This shit is hard.
However, through
Juindalo unconditional love and support, as well as those of new Friends just coming into this amazing world. 
shellyphish
I am now able to do art again and come back!!!
I will be posting some doodles soon that I’ve done over the last year or so then hopefully be back up and creating art again!
I am so glad to honestly be back this time. I’ve been trying for so long.
Love to you all 💜💜💜💜💜
~LysetteBlu
Um, hi... it’s been a while...
I don’t know where to begin, but I’ll try my best.
Firstly, I have missed FA and you all SO FREAKING MUCH!
The last decade I’ve been battling with insane pain from the brain surgery I had in 2010
It made it near impossible to do art and every time I would keep pushing myself, I’d get more and more frustrated and just, disheartened.
So I concentrated on my dance studies (coming up on 20 years in dance now 😱
And I’ll happily share my insta if anyone wishes to see what I’ve been up to in that area)
And then lo and behold in 2019 I got an anomalous MRI 😬fek
My AVM has regrown to the exact same size it was (4cm) and it brought a friend! A fistula!
So back under the knife, saw and Mellon Baller again. September 16th 2019....
Turned out I had a screw in the wrong place from the first surgery that was pinning down a nerve. Once that was removed, no more pain issues 🙄🙃🤷🏻♀️
Here we are a year later.
I’d love to say it’s been a healing year but that’s just not what 2020 is about.
We lost our baby Nahmbo to heart disease 2 months ago.
This shit is hard.
However, through
Juindalo unconditional love and support, as well as those of new Friends just coming into this amazing world. 
shellyphish I am now able to do art again and come back!!!
I will be posting some doodles soon that I’ve done over the last year or so then hopefully be back up and creating art again!
I am so glad to honestly be back this time. I’ve been trying for so long.
Love to you all 💜💜💜💜💜
~LysetteBlu
Yeah screw in the wrong place, of all the things! 🙃
Ah well
Its been a hell of a year so far for every ok me. Sorry to hear about your loss. I lost my own fur baby of twelve years a couple months ago myself.
Yes this year, for everyone has just been unrelentingly difficult. Ugh.
I’m hoping getting drawing again will help a little? 🤷🏻♀️ Either way I missed you all something fierce 💜