I love you lots hun and you mean the whole world to me. But a text I got from you today had me laughing at you. Even at the distance that currently keeps us apart, don't sell the love and support you show me short. It means more to me than you know. It took a bit of reflection on my part but awhile ago I realized something. Before I had you my adult life was rather hollow. True I had faith and it's all sustaining, but that was the only thing that tied me to the world. If a doctor had told me I had a tumor that would end my life in a month, I wouldn't have had much fight in me an been ready to go then. Your love now gives me a sense of purpose in my life. It gives me a forseeable future that gives me hope for happiness. I love you and always will hun.