my head is killing me and my heart actually hurts...
i cant stop crying...

IM NOT OKAY...IM NOT OKAY

i just cant stop crying, im done, im seriously fucking done...

im seriosuly fucked up

...someone my age raped a girl that he knew was fucking proud of it...i dont understand, i seriously fucking dont understand how someone can fucking do that.....

no....i just....im breaking down....there's so much fucking shit...and everyone still sits there and doesnt recongize it....godam im so fucked up right now...i need some air...

im fucking fryed and i havent stopped crying in the past coupole hours...im so messed up right now....

what happened? :X

a friend from school told me she trusted me enough to tell me her secret, she was raped a year ago by a kid at a football game. everytime i hear about rape it always has a large impact on me...


and then tonight i talked with perosn the same age as i am...he raped a girl...and when i asked how he could do something like that he said sexual desire and was proud, HE WAS FUCKING PROUD FOR DOING IT!!

... well, you know... some (too much) ppl is so fucking stupid, you know... i dunno what to really say atm... well, maybe to ignore him would be a first part... say to police? niot much info to tell... i dunno... *cuddles tight*

It's really something you cant help. I mean it happens everywhere. One fur from Camarillio isn't going to solve the problem alone.

Ignoring isn't the answer either, if you have info about the rape, you can make a call to the police, you can put one rapist behind bars or get it on his record. It maybe small, but that one moment would still impact that rapist's life as well as you wouldn't be second guessing yourself with ifs when you had the chance to help someone.

man, there are no proof, the guy could be just making it up to sound cool
specially in a chat in a completely different state.

moreover, if you make a claim of someone being a rapist, and you don't have clues, that person could press charges for difamation (I doubt this would escalate to that)
but pressing charges over someone that just bragged, is hard, for starters, in the case of the guy braggin about it, ryu doesn't even know the victims name, or if she's real.

in the case of the friend he has, I fear all he can do is be with her, since she is the one that decided not to press charges :x