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Why does this keep happening?
13 years ago
Look Alive.
So for the past two weeks or so, nearly every time I sleep, in my dreams I always imagine this one part where something horrible or I do something horrible to either one of my parents.
It's rather disturbing, because the other night I dreamed where my father had died. I don't recall how exactly, but nevertheless, it still shocked me so much that I woke up in a cold sweat. Of course when morning came my dad was just fine, but still...
And just last night I had a dream where I was at my mother's house and we had just gotten back from town and I don't remember exactly what happened, but what I do remember is that I was a huge fucking ass towards my mother so much that I made her start bawling her eyes out. I felt absolutely awful, and once again I woke up.
Now I know in the past me and my mother haven't really seen eye to eye, but in the past three months we've rebuilt the bridges between us, and haven't had any hostile relations since. So I don't know if these dreams are the result of stress, some latent hate that I'm unaware of or if it's just some late teen angst. Since most of these dreams involve my mother in some way, I imagine it's all of the drama that happened three months ago that my subconscious just hasn't dealt with. That's my guess anyway.
And I don't think this would be such a big deal if it didn't happen as often as it is. Sure we have bad dreams every now and again, but they usually get outweighed by the good ones. But this has been going on for nearly two weeks now, and I just don't know why.
I really do love both of my parents despite the differences we may have, hell I still visit my mom at least once a week even though she lives two hours away; and me and my dad are going on a trip this weekend, so it doesn't make sense. I would be devastated if anything happened to either one of my parents, or god forbid the both of them; especially if I was the one causing the torment, so I really don't have any idea what's going on.
If anyone has any experience with psychology and would like to take a crack at my psyche right now by all means go ahead.
VaughnTalzer
~vaughntalzer
I think the dreams will wear off in time. They just sound like really bad dreams. Hopefully they'll go away soon *crinklesnugs*
VinnyFox
~psybernetic
OP
I sure hope so, they're make me really upset whenever they happen *crinklehugs*
VaughnTalzer
~vaughntalzer
*pets the diaper foxy gently on his head*
VinnyFox
~psybernetic
OP
*snuggles tightly in the crinklekitty's arms*
VaughnTalzer
~vaughntalzer
Feel a bit better?
VinnyFox
~psybernetic
OP
Yush, thank you ^_^
