*sighs*

so, Alex and I are talking again - and the thing is, he is in fact dating the guy he cheated on me with. that's really just so awfully painful to know right now. I just....it's...grrrraaaaaah!!

why the hell do I still worship the ground he treads on because it obviously means so little to him? why can't I just let him go? he doesn't want me back, so why do I still want him? I hate this. I hate this situation...damn these human emotions >.>

I hate feeling like the Corpse Bride :'<

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HNCzpoUZ7E


and now I can't even sleep D: every time I lie down to try, I can't stop thinking of the two of them together in bed and...*strangles my pillow*