And I'm older now :D This is kind of a neutral journal and you'll see why.

Today was a pretty good day as a furiend took me out to eat and along the way met up with a fairly new friend and went bowling which was really fun, also played DDR.

Tried having a party yesterday but that didn't work out as only a few people showed up and part of it was waiting for others. Didn't get to do anything I had planned but the day was not ruined as the four of us went out to eat, played DDR, and ended the day with lots of SSBB. Later another furiend was able to make it and we hung out for the night before I passed out but that was still lots of fun as we got to catch up.

Over all the two days were good but it also showed me something else. Over the past, almost month, I've been posting about my birthday (Other sites) and what I would like, trying to invite people, planning and working on things for the party for those who said they could and would come. Now I understand people have work/school and such so don't jump on me with saying that as I'm not upset about that part. The part that upsets me is that my plans were for not and some of the people that I wanted to say happy birthday or would remember about it didn't.

It's been an eye opener for me to who my true friends are and has really made me want to evaluate who are really my friends. If you get upset about this I'm sorry, that's the way I feel about it. I know I'm not the greatest at messaging people and I don't act like I am cause I'm not. But I always reply to anyone that messages me and while it may not be right away it does happen.

I'm not mad at anyone but I am a little disappointed and I'm not naming anyone in particular but I am disappointed with those people. All in all it was a good experience and I'm glad I have friends who I can count on.