While 1 of the league's ORIGINAL co-founders who I used to trust seems to have mostly conformed to the ways of an egotistic and overzealous official HE put into power, as has much of the league, I refuse to! If I quit, I don't think anyone else will have the balls to speak their minds to him as they don't seem to already. I know speaking my mind has gotten me hated and in much trouble in the league, but if you don't like that I'm the only GM with the balls to step up to the plate, too fucking bad! I know this zealot hates my guts, in fact, he's hated me since day 1, probably because unlike the rest of the league, I refuse to kiss his ass, or anyone else's! I feel like while I'm not an official, and no matter what I do, never will be, I'm needed to at least try to prevent tyrany because without me, I think the league would be totalitarian except for the All-Star Game.

To officials who read this, remember that this journal is on MY turf and not yours, nor will it be linked on your turf. I'm not asking anything of the other GMs besides growing the balls to speak up when they think something ain't right or can be improved so I don't have to keep taking bullets for you, only for you to scrutinize me for it! Names were intentionally left out, and I refuse to list them, even in notes, so don't ask me who, you probably know anyway.

Also, if you look at the FBA, 1 guy is in charge there, and he listens to his GMs when they have ideas way more than the FHL board does. That's something to think about.