It's been quite a few years since I've left a human host. I actually liked it here. Most of my kind didn't like to go to the human world. They all believed that humans were cruel and could not accept their existance, but I know they are wrong. Through the eye of my host, I met people that could understand me, and people just like my human host - willingly accepting our kind and keeping us safe from evil spirits in their world.
"It's been nice with you around," said my host as I've left Meriam's body. She helped me open my portal and sighed.
"Is something wrong, Meriam?"
"I just wish you could celebrate with me and others. Most of our guardian spirits are staying with us."
"I know. But this year my brother is celebrating his maturity. I must attend. One day, when we figure out the way for you to stay in your solid form, I will take you on a tour."
"You promise?"
"Yes, I promise." I waved at my host as I entered the portal. Strong sensation went through me, it tickleled me and I shivered. I looked at my human-like paws. I was solid again. I almost forgot how it feels to be myself. Not that I don't like being a guardian to Meriam, but being like this means I don't have to hold myself back.
Ironically, that was a thing I mostly hated about these furries. No self-control. I liked to flatter myself that I am more of a human than a beast, but I guess no one saw that as a virtue.
I flew towards the mountains, to find our nest. In this time of year, my pack would make a nest at the mountain top. I guess that it was a complex of theirs, since our mighty pack would always get beaten by lions.
As soon as I landed, the only furry that greeted me warmly was my grandmother. No one else was satisfied. You could call me a black sheep of the family, and they couldn't just accept my... 'flaws'.
"You're back," said my father, current alpha of the pack. He was strong and quite large, sneaky fighter and wise, and smart leader. No one dared to challenge him, or stand up against him. No one but me. It sometimes seemed my very existence bothered him, and he didn't even blink when I decided to leave for human world.
"I have come back to celebrate my brothers' maturity," I said looking him straight into that one blue eye he had left. White tigers often ended up in conflits, but as we were tiger eagle hybrids, we would easily fly away if it became fatal.
"You have ashamed us all by leaving."
"I think it's more of my existance that you're ashamed of, father," I said, mocking him. He glared at me and growled, and I clenched my saber tight. Then, my little cub sister showed up, jumping at me and hugging me. "Sister! You're back! We thought that you won't be coming back, but I knew you would!" I hugged her back, glancing towards my father blue eye, one that he didn't lose in a fight. He told her that I will never be coming back, and that I don't care. Guess I proved him wrong just now.


That's all for now. But there's more from where that came from :D