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I'm 18 now!
13 years ago
Yeah, that kinda speaks for itself, I guess. My eighteenth birthday was last Friday. WOOHOO! I spent my b-day with my girlfriend at a concert for our favorite band. Pretty sick birthday, if you ask me :P
But, on to other things... I've been doing some thinking recently, and a lot of questioning, and I've begun to question my sexuality. I've spent my whole life being straight because that's what people did, but I realized I'm attracted to both men and women. At first, I thought "well, maybe I'm bi, that's cool". But then I realized that my attraction to guys was purely sexual. Absolutely no emotional attraction. A few guys have even come on to me recently, and they were good looking, but there was nothing in it for me. And that's not just because I have a girlfriend. There was just... nothing.
I've also been a Christian for my entire life. I'm at the point in my life that I can decide for myself what I believe, and I have chosen Christianity. Now, most people believe that Christians are gay/bi-haters, but even before I started questioning, I believed that every person does wrong and can be forgiven. Hate the sin, love the sinner. But regardless, my religion states that homosexuality isn't what humans were intended for, and that sex out of marriage is wrong. But at the same time, I consider myself, technically, bisexual. I know it isn't right, but I have no intentions of acting on it any time soon. I guess that for me, the attraction to men is more of a theoretical attraction as opposed to a realistic one. Anyway, that's my secret, that's my rant. Haters gonna hate, lovers gonna love, furries gonna... Idunno, be ourselves I guess. Later!
But, on to other things... I've been doing some thinking recently, and a lot of questioning, and I've begun to question my sexuality. I've spent my whole life being straight because that's what people did, but I realized I'm attracted to both men and women. At first, I thought "well, maybe I'm bi, that's cool". But then I realized that my attraction to guys was purely sexual. Absolutely no emotional attraction. A few guys have even come on to me recently, and they were good looking, but there was nothing in it for me. And that's not just because I have a girlfriend. There was just... nothing.
I've also been a Christian for my entire life. I'm at the point in my life that I can decide for myself what I believe, and I have chosen Christianity. Now, most people believe that Christians are gay/bi-haters, but even before I started questioning, I believed that every person does wrong and can be forgiven. Hate the sin, love the sinner. But regardless, my religion states that homosexuality isn't what humans were intended for, and that sex out of marriage is wrong. But at the same time, I consider myself, technically, bisexual. I know it isn't right, but I have no intentions of acting on it any time soon. I guess that for me, the attraction to men is more of a theoretical attraction as opposed to a realistic one. Anyway, that's my secret, that's my rant. Haters gonna hate, lovers gonna love, furries gonna... Idunno, be ourselves I guess. Later!
