My mate and I had to pull the $800 out of his savings account, an account his bank has rules against touching so many times, so they're in a bit of a tiff right now about all this. That money was emergency money, meaning as of right now, if another emergency came up, we're shit out of luck. We've received a good amount of donations, but unfortunately we're still in the hole a good amount of money. All those donations, while making me cry because of how much I feel loved right now, will be going right back into my mate's savings account for a future emergency.

Sadly, because we are still in the hole a good amount of money, this means no Christmas for us, no birthday celebration for him, and probably a very little amount of food for a good while until this shit is over with.

The worse thing of all this is the fact that we still need MORE money to move out. The asshole landlord told us we have until the 31st, New Year's Eve, to get the hell out, basically. So we have less than a month to find a new place, sign a lease, pack up, and move out. There's going to be money required for a trailer to get all my shit out (no one has a truck around here that can haul all my big, heavy shit...), the gas required, which will be more than usual because of hauling the trailer, and the price of signing the new lease. What the fuck else...-sighs-

I'd like to at least be able to go spend Christmas with my parents, but that's gas money too. And my parents can't help because they're barely affording the roof over their head, so I wouldn't ask them for fear of causing them to lose their home.

I should probably also let anyone else that wants to know, know...My one uncle, whom I was very close to, passed away Monday morning from lung cancer, so adding insult to injury, I just want to curl up in a corner. I can't take much more of this shit...

I probably won't get much other help now, but just in case anyone else might have some Christmas spirit, here's my paypal
Paypal: icewerewolf90@aim.com