Alright folks I'm gonna level with ya... Past few weeks, er, rather at this point for well over a month I have been battling with severe depression that's been pretty much set off by every little thing. As such I haven;t had a real good nights sleep, stress have constantly been overwhelming me to the point of actual physical pain and to top the cherry on this sad lil cake I've spent a lil bit far too long thinking of ways to end my life. So.. yeah! Needless to say I have not been in a very good place. I have already begun my search for professional help and may be a lil silent for the next few days or longer.

I take no joy in having wrote this this but at this point better and probably healthier letting it out than bottling it up. To all of you I wish you well and take care of yourselves.