Hello everyone, figured may be time for an update. For those of ya who have known me for some time know that I have struggled with anxiety and depression that had gone untreated for years. Well, recently they both had finally gotten the better of me and I had given up. But thanks to the quick actions of my girlfriend a crisis hotline was called and I was given the number of some places that may be able to help. Far as i can tell I have been put on a watch list to make sure i don't do anythin stupid and I am now in therapy. I think I can finally say I'm on the road to recovery and hopefully can get rid of alotta these negative emotions that have stunted my work and personal growth.

I know this may seem somewhat selfish to ask but any help and well wishes you may be able to offer would really help me move forward in my treatment. In addition I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has already been there for me even if ya didn't know what was goin on in my head.