This is a bit strange for me, I don't usually splurge like this, but I don't know what else to do.

I have recently lost my job, and I fear for the worst. I can not think to what to do, I spend most of my time on the internet looking for jobs but I feel at a bit of a loss. I think I may have fallen in love with someone. But they fear for me as they are my first.

Yes, that's right I have had sex once. They don't want top see me hurt by limiting my choices to just him so he doesn't want to go any further.

anyone got any suggestions???

I don't know what to do now.