feels the cold chill even in the warmest room, lays in the dark alone sleeping restlessly, hopeing ill wake up from this nightmare and be laying in the bed with him holding me closely, while hes holding and petting me telling me everythings ok, its just a dream....but i know that when i open my eyes when the sun rises...he wont be there...all thats there is the cold dark embaress of the darkness, i hold onto his image being with me and the small glimmer of hope and truth that one day he will here with me and when i wake up he will be there