Normally I'm content with my life... But more and more lately I find myself thinking about things from my past (more of a person really). My closest friends constantly tell me to let it (her, more specifically) go. It's something I'm still struggling with, have been for years. Despite the way she hurt me, I just can't seem to let the memory of her go. It's unheallthy, as many of my friends tell me. I know that, but it doesn't change anything. Even though so many years have passed, sometimes the pain still feels fresh, and it scares me that one person can still have that much affect on me after all this time.
I feel like it's beginning to drive me crazy. But I don't know where to turn.
Maybe it wouldn't be this way if things had ended differently, if she hadn't just walked away the way she did. If she hadn't cut all ties completely, if she'd given me a reason...


And that will be enough baring of my soul for one night... May happiness follow you through your days.