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Squeaking up from the Ashes
13 years ago
Well, it looks like, in true fashion of a phoenix - I have risen from the ashes of despair and self loathing.
The Holidays were great - saw family that I literally haven't seen in years - even met a second cousin that I never thought I'd meet!
I'm super excited for the new year - after waiting so long to join the fur community - I've gone to a convention, and have a couple fursuits on order so I'll be able to suit at the next one!
My immediate family still doesn't really know about my 'sona or anything like that - I was gonna try explaining it to them - maybe someday - but I don't think they would understand right now - and that's fine.
What really has me excited - is opening up my silly side - squeaky Coco! Most of the time I tend to be the protector and the voice of reason - not that I'm stuck up mind you - just like to carry myself in a 'regal' fashion as a phoenix should!
But you know what - sometimes - I wanna break loose and have a fun time! I was always embarrassed of my Squeaky side - afraid that I wouldn't be taken seriously.
But, as the year 2012 progressed - I found that this is who I am - and if I can't be true to myself - how can I expect anyone to take me seriously!
So - in the future - you may see some instances of Squeaky Coco - probably in a predicament where I'm inflated nice and round and unable to do anything about it - probably still be blushing from shyness for a bit though!
Hope everyone else had as nice of a holiday season as I did!
The Holidays were great - saw family that I literally haven't seen in years - even met a second cousin that I never thought I'd meet!
I'm super excited for the new year - after waiting so long to join the fur community - I've gone to a convention, and have a couple fursuits on order so I'll be able to suit at the next one!
My immediate family still doesn't really know about my 'sona or anything like that - I was gonna try explaining it to them - maybe someday - but I don't think they would understand right now - and that's fine.
What really has me excited - is opening up my silly side - squeaky Coco! Most of the time I tend to be the protector and the voice of reason - not that I'm stuck up mind you - just like to carry myself in a 'regal' fashion as a phoenix should!
But you know what - sometimes - I wanna break loose and have a fun time! I was always embarrassed of my Squeaky side - afraid that I wouldn't be taken seriously.
But, as the year 2012 progressed - I found that this is who I am - and if I can't be true to myself - how can I expect anyone to take me seriously!
So - in the future - you may see some instances of Squeaky Coco - probably in a predicament where I'm inflated nice and round and unable to do anything about it - probably still be blushing from shyness for a bit though!
Hope everyone else had as nice of a holiday season as I did!
