Well, been a long long time since i've posted a journal on here - missed a few things in the last few months.

1st being of course MWFF 2015, which was a blast. So many people - so much stuff to do, its hard not to feel like you missed something during that weekend. I did miss the plush-photo shoot, but that's okay, can't really do EVERYTHING. Got to show off my new suit from DHC - which i ABSOLUTELY LOVE - so in the end I had a wonderful time!
Then there is of course, Christmas, which was when i proposed to my now fiance' - :D now we just need to plan out a wedding date!

But with all the wonderful things in life, there will always be things we can't control that aren't wonderful. Taken me a week to gain the strength to write out (without tears forming at least) - that my Beardie Maya (as seen here) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7450629/ passed away.

With life there is always loss, it's just the fact, and it is never easy. I know it sounds silly to get all existential over a pet of this kind (that being not a dog / cat) but she was mine, and she meant more to me than I actually realized. I will miss her, but I will always have the good memories i have. Maybe, someday in the future, I will take on another pet, not to replace her, cause that would never be possible, but to give another animal (and myself) time to cherish and enjoy together.

Don't take this as a sad journal in the end tho - while I am hurting, and I am sad, I am also joyful that I was able to have such a bond with her, that I will have her in my heart always