What do you do?
12 years ago
What do you do when loneliness and monotony slowly crush you, and there's nothing you can do about it?
What do you do when it feels like creativity has disappeared, there's not enough motivation to even attempt to channel it and draw it out? When it feels like all capability of productivity is gone, and everything you do is just passing time until something that seems an eternity away?
What happens when everything you care about is beyond your reach, and there's nothing you can do about it, no escape from where you are, without your future unraveling completely?
Right now, all I can think to do is cry.
What do you do when it feels like creativity has disappeared, there's not enough motivation to even attempt to channel it and draw it out? When it feels like all capability of productivity is gone, and everything you do is just passing time until something that seems an eternity away?
What happens when everything you care about is beyond your reach, and there's nothing you can do about it, no escape from where you are, without your future unraveling completely?
Right now, all I can think to do is cry.