Just had a good long talk with a good friend. If there's anything I wish in the world it's that people be honest. I don't know how painfully bad I could stress this enough to people. Yes it may hurt the person but if you let things drag out because you think you're being nice by not hurting their feelings then you are wrong. Not only are you hurting yourself but when the other person eventually finds out not only are they going to be hurt for hurting someone, but they're going to be hurt that they were doing it for so long and you didn't tell them to begin with. So please when I say this, being more for the locals, if I'm doing something wrong then please be honest and tell me right away.

You do not have to be a jerk about it, just bring me aside or sit me down and tell me calmly. I'm not very good at taking every hint out there, I'm no where near perfect so things are bound to happen. But if you really care and want to do it right then please please please be honest with me about it.

Now that for the end of that, I'm feeling pretty stupid and bad right now, also crying a little. But I'm sorry for the way I acted in the past and want you to know that I've been changing a lot and am no longer the same person I was when I first moved up here. Hope everyone has a good New Years