Did Ya Miss Me? A Brief Explanation of my Absence
13 years ago
I bet you did.
Anyways, I suppose I owe all of you some sort of explanation for my absence of... like over a year.
Well, it first started out as a break to deal with school work, because that was piling up. Then it turned into my stupid dorm-mate deciding he didn't want to go to class ever so I never had any privacy with which to craft my special stories. Then it turned into a sort of shame spiral because the only thing I was ever writing was embarassingly specific furry porn, and that made me feel that I wasn't a good writer.
So I tool a break. Took a creative writing class (since I'm in college and it counts as a general art credit), wrote some stuff that wasn't just furry porn.
Learned to play the drums. Started a band, wrote some songs, disbanded due to the main guitarist being to "apathetic". Which is bullshit, but you know.
Took up drawing again (if you didn't know, I used to draw in high school, but then my High School art teacher was like "You suck. Just go do something else". So that killed art dreams I had way back when. But I picked it up again.
Tried to draw comics, but that didn't really work out so well because I have no idea how to draw comics.
Got an internship studying quazars over the summer. Recorded some low-fi cover songs. Started writing my own music. Dated a girl for a while, but then she moved out to Boston. We tried to do the long distance thing, but it just didn't work out.
Got banned from a small video game retailer here in town. That was a fun experience.
And that pretty much leads us to here, today. That's what I've been up to.
Now, the sad-ish part. I don't have any plans on writing any erotica anytime soon. Or anything for that matter. See, I'm actually really absorbed in writing my music and trying to draw comics/cartoons right now, and I don't have an unlimited amount of time. That doesn't mean I won't write something soon, it just means that, unless I encounter something that is just SO HOT I CAN'T HELP BUT TO WRITE ABOUT IT BEFORE MY DICK EXPLODES FROM PRESSURE, then I don't forsee myself writing anytime soon.
Stay beautiful, guys.
Anyways, I suppose I owe all of you some sort of explanation for my absence of... like over a year.
Well, it first started out as a break to deal with school work, because that was piling up. Then it turned into my stupid dorm-mate deciding he didn't want to go to class ever so I never had any privacy with which to craft my special stories. Then it turned into a sort of shame spiral because the only thing I was ever writing was embarassingly specific furry porn, and that made me feel that I wasn't a good writer.
So I tool a break. Took a creative writing class (since I'm in college and it counts as a general art credit), wrote some stuff that wasn't just furry porn.
Learned to play the drums. Started a band, wrote some songs, disbanded due to the main guitarist being to "apathetic". Which is bullshit, but you know.
Took up drawing again (if you didn't know, I used to draw in high school, but then my High School art teacher was like "You suck. Just go do something else". So that killed art dreams I had way back when. But I picked it up again.
Tried to draw comics, but that didn't really work out so well because I have no idea how to draw comics.
Got an internship studying quazars over the summer. Recorded some low-fi cover songs. Started writing my own music. Dated a girl for a while, but then she moved out to Boston. We tried to do the long distance thing, but it just didn't work out.
Got banned from a small video game retailer here in town. That was a fun experience.
And that pretty much leads us to here, today. That's what I've been up to.
Now, the sad-ish part. I don't have any plans on writing any erotica anytime soon. Or anything for that matter. See, I'm actually really absorbed in writing my music and trying to draw comics/cartoons right now, and I don't have an unlimited amount of time. That doesn't mean I won't write something soon, it just means that, unless I encounter something that is just SO HOT I CAN'T HELP BUT TO WRITE ABOUT IT BEFORE MY DICK EXPLODES FROM PRESSURE, then I don't forsee myself writing anytime soon.
Stay beautiful, guys.
I could suggest ideas to try and help, but will wait for permission before I do that.
For now, I just want to thank you for the update. I had been wondering.