Sooo...I don't even know where to start... I have a lot of thoughts in my mind and nowhere to put them really. That means that this journal will be very discombobulated. But I would like to start with the fact that you're the coolest, nerdiest and most interesting person I know. You have crazy interests and I am always surprised by the stuff you like and do. I am grateful that you are ever so accepting of my dorky awkwardness and weird way of showing emotion. (I am not used to it, that part of my brain gets no exercise.) I admire your capacity for affection after all the terrible things and people you have had to experience more than you can imagine. I enjoy the time I spend with you very, very much and I always have fun doing things with you, I love your nerdy selection of movies and your Pokemon cards, I feel all bubbly inside when you and I have any kind of contact, I don't think art-club would be half as fun without you, and I had so much fun hanging out with you last time, even though every person involved was dying for some reason or another. I can't even attempt to describe what was going on with my head when we were just lying together snuggling to a movie (you better appreciate that word, I do not use it often, i.e. never) and I was sad to have to leave. I have never been happier hugging anything or anyone in my life and I can honestly say that you are the first person that I have sincerely enjoyed hugging. Finally, I would like to say thank you, just as you have thanked me, for being there and making me feel better when I was down, and giving me support when I am angry at something stupid. I want to thank you for sharing in my amusement, my terror, my admiration, my annoyance and all my emotions with a steadfast reliability and I can count on you to make me feel a lot better. You are such a cool person and the fact that I can write this much about you and my feelings for you, but still am too terribly awkward and shy to send it directly to you or even say it out loud, shows a great deal about how incredibly courageous I am...Anyways, I think my point is that I really enjoy being around you and I am amused at everything you do and say and I appreciate those things so much.

P.S. I am burning to know what you want to ask me!

Sincerely yours,
A goofy Admirer.