I just got back to my room. At 130am. On a work night. My heart is racing, my mind is all over the place and my stomach is full of butterflies. Just a few hours with him and....I haven't a single clue to how he does it. How he manages to make these mundane little things, these tiny gestures so spectacular. How he can barely brush against me and make me feel like I'm electric. Like Im on fire. Like I can do anything. how he can say but a few words and make me feel like Im losing control. Ive never felt like this. Ive never experienced anything even remotely similar. This is unique. This is special. This is...incredible. and so is he....

My up. My down. My shelter and my home. My rock, my constant...my harmony in such a world of dissonance...my everything. My love.
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