A Stranger in my Own Skin - Missing A Few People
13 years ago
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Dear Furiends,
Hey everyone. Basically I am writing this because of a few reasons. I want a few people in particular to read this, I need to write it out to come to terms with it, and I hoping against hope someone may read it and give me some advice. Not pitty. Just guidance.
As you may know, I took a 3 month break from here for my education. But, when I came back...it felt weird. A lot of great friends that I had...a lot of people that I knew and who apparently knew me...just kinda lost touch. I either felt like I didnt know them, or the fact that I stopped talking to them for so long that I may as well not be around anymore. Thats a sad statement but very true. There are people who I once called my brothers. Whom I once helped and who once helped me. But now of days, to me, it feels like I am a completely different wolf than the wolf who was here. Its a little weird...and scary...Especially because, i will be gone as of Feb 4. Another loooong vacation to continue the seemingly never-ending battle with my college career. But it must be done.
Its very sad and lonely when you enter into a life that no longer exists. My life doesnt exist anymore. Thats not an emo statement, thats a fact. When I left, things were one way. But as time past, lives changed. And in turn, so did the one that I left behind. I miss so many people, I wish I could name them all or even a few, but that would be a little too shallow if I failed to mention one without the other.
Hey, if your reading this, thank you. I have to say that I will miss everyone deeply. I will have a new skype account soon, and everyone will be nuked from the old one. Good luck to everyone. Be safe, be happy. I hope we get to talk again someday.
But for now, this is Zeric Treywolf, signing off.
As you may know, I took a 3 month break from here for my education. But, when I came back...it felt weird. A lot of great friends that I had...a lot of people that I knew and who apparently knew me...just kinda lost touch. I either felt like I didnt know them, or the fact that I stopped talking to them for so long that I may as well not be around anymore. Thats a sad statement but very true. There are people who I once called my brothers. Whom I once helped and who once helped me. But now of days, to me, it feels like I am a completely different wolf than the wolf who was here. Its a little weird...and scary...Especially because, i will be gone as of Feb 4. Another loooong vacation to continue the seemingly never-ending battle with my college career. But it must be done.
Its very sad and lonely when you enter into a life that no longer exists. My life doesnt exist anymore. Thats not an emo statement, thats a fact. When I left, things were one way. But as time past, lives changed. And in turn, so did the one that I left behind. I miss so many people, I wish I could name them all or even a few, but that would be a little too shallow if I failed to mention one without the other.
Hey, if your reading this, thank you. I have to say that I will miss everyone deeply. I will have a new skype account soon, and everyone will be nuked from the old one. Good luck to everyone. Be safe, be happy. I hope we get to talk again someday.
But for now, this is Zeric Treywolf, signing off.
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I know what you mean about the disconnect. After I had to spend 2 years hiding my online presence due to my parents, I had a great deal of it too :/