So much in my life right now stinks. Watching my mother being constantly stressed, angry and tired makes me feel extremely helpless. She's the only parent I got right now in my life and with her being the only one with 3 kids... It's hard. She keeps saying she hates her life and hates everyone and one day she randomly threw a laptop across the room, and she spent so much time and money to buy it. So yea it's broken now and in the trash. Seems like I'm not going to do much anymore(doing this on my iPod)
Might even cancel the Internet.. And not that I haven't tried to help her feel better, I got really high grades on my tests and cleaned up around the house and everything but it doesn't help. I'm just really sad right now. I want everything to be normal again..
And this one quote is like stuck in my head, don't know if I made it up or hear it somewhere.. "Life is just a bunch of wasted time because We live to die and die to live"

Final Episode by Asking Alexandria
System by KoRn