I've been having several people who stop talking to me or get angry at me for something I say or do. That alone is the problem with the human population in general. When someone says or does something there will always be someone to misinterpret it for something entirely different and most often take it personal.

I am not immune to this either and have been guilty of being the one to misinterpret people all too often. For example I have people who will be friendly to me and intend to simply be just give a friendly hug or snuggle. Since most people don't do that to me due to lack of popularity and rubbing some people off the wrong way I always misinterpret the intent behind such actions. I don't know the intentions and not being used to such attention myself I tend to interpret it as those that do so care for me a little more than just a friend. Which is why I feel I loose as many friends as I do, an example being that someone was joking when they did something that made me think it to mean more than just a joke. So I went apparently a little overboard with a comment I made back and now that person doesn't talk to me anymore. I even tried sending them a note, and I see they read it because it's marked read in my sent box, but they didn't reply and proceeded to remove me from Skype. This of course is not just one person, but at least three whom I will not name but know that it is not just on this site alone so don't jump to conclusions either.

Anyway so yeah due to my inexperience in real life relationships with part in due to my life growing up I misinterpret people's intentions unless they are quite obvious about it. I know that many people can just be super friendly but growing up as the object of ridicule growing up and having no one offline to call a real friend, it's hard to tell the difference online. It doesn't help that with being very openly transsexual on top of all that and being stuck in a situation to which I'm having troubles getting out of myself but I won't bore you all anymore with details.

To help kind of express how I feel, I seem to identify a little TOO well with this particular song:


I wouldn't blame a single one of you if everything I just said turned you away from ever talking to me again or watching me even, as you would not be the first and thus unlikely the last to do so as well.



On a more positive note, I am STILL running my own raffle for THREE chances to win FREE ART! Interested? Check out the details in this JOURNAL here.

Here's also a shout-out to help  zombehkat get the additonal money she needs. She is selling some cheap adoptables, so go on and check them out right HERE

Also, I'm going to post a link to a journal I posted just yesterday here as well as I want to try and get as many people interested in this as well for this person:  sweetsushi Free kigurumi pagama raffle It's a wonderful idea so check it out if you can.