Hello everone. today was bad and good. I got to call kispotch and talked to her. She is nice. bt i heard very saddening stories about her and i feel more anxios to get to her. she told me that furcon is happening where she lives which is two states away. i want to take a plane to her bt i dont have the funds for it nor the time to get enough. I would ask for money to help me out but there are problems to that. one i dont own a debit card. two i dont want to steal your guys money for my own uses. Another reason i want to leave fo a few days is to get away from my home... i dont like it here because of my dad who always is mean to me. Just today i was thretened never to talkto kispotvh again because i would forget to do chores. not just any chores. washing HIS clothing. thats how i got my computer taken away. i want out of here... i want o hold my mate in my arms in safty... *sighs* Kispotch's parents. you dont know me but i want you to... i want to talk to you like your my real parents cuz you sound so muvh nicer. my family is split and i cant stand it. i want to be with kispotvh because i love her. i dont do sex. i dont take risks that could hurt your daughter. im not stupid. i belive i can take care of kispotch and inthe future... marry her... She is beautiful. smart. funny. Everything i could ever ask for... i beg of you. please let me visit during furcon. i want adults that can mess with me and wont worry if ill mess up their child. i lived too much of my life of fear of rape. my boy cousin raped me when i was asleep. how do i know? i woke up when he was doing it. three times. please understand i want to get to be part of your family. heck kispotch is older. but age doesnt matter with love. i had an instant crush with kispotch sense day one. now that i have her im scared of not being enough or too much. Please... understand my position Kispotches parents.... Please let me become part of the family... I hope to talk when i can. if even wonder if youll ever meet me. if you read this... im going to say hai heh.... anyways i cried too much today and now im tiered. mssg me if any one wants me...