Alright. So things are kind of everywhere. My girlfriend's best friend (who was but wasn't one of my friends as well) got killed this past Tuesday. It's kind of depressing. Then one of my roommates ended up going to the hospital last night and I was just freaking out a little bit. Plus there's work and school and everything else I have to worry about. At least I'm learning what life is, right? I hope things get better. I really wish my girlfriend could come visit but she doesn't want to request any donations in the means that people think she's begging. I wish I could see her just so I could hold and calm her. She needs it so badly and I know she does. I'm so everywhere. I'm gonna seem happy, especially at work. However, this it going to eat at me.

R.I.P. Samantha Lucas...