I;m going insane
pinwheels in my brain
i cant stand, i can't sink,
I've held on so long, i can't think.
I've lost so much
i'm out of touch
i can not tell if you are enemy or friend..
how much more time will i expend
reaching out to you
dense, you've no clue...
i'm alone, i miss him and he's not here...
and all i taste is fear..
all the should have, could have would have done
can't rest int he darkness or play in the sun...
it's..all...gone....