So yea, been a while since I was on FA. Actually been off most sites that aren't somehow related to finding a real job. Part time work and random house cleaning is not something I want to do forever. lol Had a few interviews but so far no calls back, ah well.
Anyways some more updates on my life. I lost 12 lbs! and haven't had a decent nights sleep in months. always have strange dreams or end up laying awake. Memories are a bitch.
I hung out with all my old friends that I hadn't seen in years because of moving up north. I missed alot of them. but some of them have really changed and it makes me sad. They've all gotten closer to each other. Kinda feels like I don't belong here anymore. Guess I don't really belong anywhere. Actually been thinking of moving somewhere where I can start all over. Where no one will know me. Somewhere that I can try to start my life over. But as of now I lack the funds and the courage.
Anyways. this was just to give a brief update, and vent a little.