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12 years ago
So California has been nice. Weather is great. Nice to see family. Disneyland was simply amazing. My birthday lunch at club33 was the most amazing experience in my life.
My birthday didn't exactly end well though and it's left a lot on my mind.
As soon as I get home, I'll be working my job but trying to finish those few commissions on my list.
When I'm done with those commissions I will be on a bit of a hiatus. I might come on here and check messages and reply to things here an there, but I'm going to take a long break to change my life. I'm overweight, my health is awful, and just my relationships with even my friends is not the greatest anymore.
I need to rethink a lot of things.
When I'm done I might return, however I might not.
I will finish the commissions on my list. I will pay those I owe refunds to. Please just be patient as I make this change.
Thanks everyone,
Itsu
My birthday didn't exactly end well though and it's left a lot on my mind.
As soon as I get home, I'll be working my job but trying to finish those few commissions on my list.
When I'm done with those commissions I will be on a bit of a hiatus. I might come on here and check messages and reply to things here an there, but I'm going to take a long break to change my life. I'm overweight, my health is awful, and just my relationships with even my friends is not the greatest anymore.
I need to rethink a lot of things.
When I'm done I might return, however I might not.
I will finish the commissions on my list. I will pay those I owe refunds to. Please just be patient as I make this change.
Thanks everyone,
Itsu
I love you so much and I'm always here for you.. ;n; I wish I could do more to help you, I know you say I help, but I just hate the fact that because I live so far away, I can't ACTUAL comfort you ;_; I wish you could see how beautiful you really are. Losing weight should never be something forced apon you, it should be something you do to better your life, not to satisfy anyone other than yourself. Honestly that's why I am doing it, I'm considered medically obese, and when I saw that, I just felt sick, so I decided to make a change to better myself.. You work your ass off at work, I don't do anything, so I have the means to go to the gym daily without burning myself out, and my parents help with food.. you guys don't have that.. so it's a lot harder for you to be like yeah okay, gonna eat better and gym everyday.. It's a very hard thing to watch and log every single thing you put in your mouth.. and it's even harder when you're working and busy with life. :(
I want you to know, that even if you are "overweight" you are not to the point I am where I am medically in danger if I would keep on the track I was gaining so much weight.. Plus you're the only girl I've ever been literally attracted to. Maybe that's not much coming from me lol, but I just want you to know, that you shouldn't feel like you need to lose weight to be attractive. Because that's bullshit. You're beautiful, and I'd give anything to be close to you and be able to give you the biggest hug in the entire world and just make you happy in any way possible. You mean so much to me, I can't lose you from my life. You're one of the only people I felt I could always count on, and actually felt like a true friend..
If you don't go to MFF or anything I won't be going either tbh. I have gone without you, and it always ends up being less than half as fun as when I'm with you there, and it's just not something I'm going to spend money to do without you.
I love you and if you need to talk about ANYTHING. Idc what time it is, if it's 1am, 3am, 6am, WHATEVER I am ALWAYS here for you. And if I don't reply, don't hesitate to call.
i hope you'll return, even if it just means not quitting altogether.