Another year, another boring year...[Vent]
12 years ago
Ok i guess I should start. I dont usually write these things but i think its high time i started doing so. So as you all probably know, i'm living in a rock in the middle of the ocean. Yeah, thats right... a STINKING ROCK in the middle of the atlantic.
It frustrates me.... Why?
Because i got no way to effing leave!
Along with the fact im dating Jack, whos in Texas and all my friends are outside of my own country, I feel depraved of the chance to go out and see the world. Why? Because part of my goddamn family are MORONS and just want to control my damn life, thats why.
That and next 9th of this present month is my birthday, which i know aint going to be a good day at all, i am expecting things to go wrong as usual, dad's too busy with his health to probably give a shit, mom's just gonna bitch me out and my father's parents are just going to call me a child, or should i say, my grandmother will call me that because in her tiny microscopic old fashioned brain im still that 5 year old who knew nothing better than to trust the hag and obeyed her every order!
I mean what the hell!!!
I just hope that this year things will be calm, I've been very nervous and i'd rather stay in my corner playing WoW or on Second life...
Fuck my life, hitting 23 years of age and aparently not achieving one single thing... le sigh