I bet god does that on fridays.

Maybe that is why he invented church.

In all seriousness hun, You're not here for anything but yourself. The only people that should matter are you and anyone you love, cherish, and care about. Everyone makes their own reason for being, and sets their own goals and means.

I'm sending you any spare good vibrations I got, though.

Aw thanks..I'm just feeling very off and emotional lately and not sure how to fix things yet..

I know how that is, I'm sure you'll figure out how to pull yourself up again. Yer a smart cookie.

I get that feeling all the time, so I keep drawing hoping that'll justify my existance, but I never know if it's enough or if i'm falling short.

*HUGS*

You matter Kitten!

You matter lots!

-B.

I'm not sure what justify's my existence anymore which is why it feels such a problem. I don't feel fun/happy/me anymore and it's like there's something lurking in the shadows sapping me...

I get that more than I care to admit. But I've learned to just power through it. Find something new to take you mind off the lonliness.

lately I've been getting out to the gym and just wearing myself out so I don't have to think about anything, it helps.

Too many times but I keep on going! Your an amazing person and don't let anyone else tell you otherwise!