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Life and unlucky twists..
17 years ago
Yea so I've tried to sort my life out and trying still get a tablet myself..
Things recently haven't gone even close as planned and I feel depressed, useless and weak currently. All started like month ago and things were fine but soon I notice I'm having things piling up, sleeping badly and meeting my friends less..
Well, before all this I did find myself a new love in to my life but now I haven't seen 'er for a little while which also beats me down since I miss 'er and we enjoyed each others company.. *sigh*
Only time we're contacting each other is couple times a week over MSN and Phone but it's little hard for us both
I've started to study again like month ago and things have just gone downhill since then.. I've had to look for some work through my friends to pay off a little of my bills, I've been sick and depressed and just today, Wednesday, I was having enough strength to again stick my head out of the door to go to school.. Of course, having to settle off my absence and such.. Well I end up stopping by school nurse and she makes me fill out an form about how I'm feeling and now she'd like me to get some psychological help to my depression and so I have a appointment settled sometime soon to talk of things that trouble my mind.
I get some assist money to pay my rent and such from City so I don't get thrown out but now it's really depending to how my absences are settled out from the school I study at.. Living on rent in an apartment that my relatives own so I get decent flexibility in paying my rent and such as long as I pay up but bills are bills and as an adult I should be trying pay on time anyhow so I feel a little guilty to keep asking some extra time to pay..
Currently I have in plans to get over with that psychologist visit and get school back on track with some different motivation as well as fixing my sleeping times.
Most of the time I just am staying up way too long and I can't catch on sleep so my body is getting exhausted but surprisingly my apatite is still good as usual.
I'll probably post how my next week has started going.
Unfortunately I haven't had any time to draw recently so I'm sorry that I have no new submissions as of yet to submit but I'll try get something going soon so I can update my gallery.
- Maxwell
Things recently haven't gone even close as planned and I feel depressed, useless and weak currently. All started like month ago and things were fine but soon I notice I'm having things piling up, sleeping badly and meeting my friends less..
Well, before all this I did find myself a new love in to my life but now I haven't seen 'er for a little while which also beats me down since I miss 'er and we enjoyed each others company.. *sigh*
Only time we're contacting each other is couple times a week over MSN and Phone but it's little hard for us both
I've started to study again like month ago and things have just gone downhill since then.. I've had to look for some work through my friends to pay off a little of my bills, I've been sick and depressed and just today, Wednesday, I was having enough strength to again stick my head out of the door to go to school.. Of course, having to settle off my absence and such.. Well I end up stopping by school nurse and she makes me fill out an form about how I'm feeling and now she'd like me to get some psychological help to my depression and so I have a appointment settled sometime soon to talk of things that trouble my mind.
I get some assist money to pay my rent and such from City so I don't get thrown out but now it's really depending to how my absences are settled out from the school I study at.. Living on rent in an apartment that my relatives own so I get decent flexibility in paying my rent and such as long as I pay up but bills are bills and as an adult I should be trying pay on time anyhow so I feel a little guilty to keep asking some extra time to pay..
Currently I have in plans to get over with that psychologist visit and get school back on track with some different motivation as well as fixing my sleeping times.
Most of the time I just am staying up way too long and I can't catch on sleep so my body is getting exhausted but surprisingly my apatite is still good as usual.
I'll probably post how my next week has started going.
Unfortunately I haven't had any time to draw recently so I'm sorry that I have no new submissions as of yet to submit but I'll try get something going soon so I can update my gallery.
- Maxwell
