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Hate Doctors...
12 years ago
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I shall rename FireFox to SpikeFox and rule the world!
Went back to the doctors for the 4th fucking time. I didn't think having Bipolar would be this fucked up. :/ Yeah great not to have sudden Depression spells. But 3 fucking meds didn't work.
One just made me even more depressed. The other I was having allergic reaction to. The last one kept me up for days. Which I think is also due to something else.. But meh. Also can't sleep cause I am hurting from being kicked by a horse..
Anywho. Changed meds again. I can't take it til after another 24 hours or so. Went to see my therapists and she kept asking me. "What makes you sad" and "What makes you happy?"
Apparently my depression spikes up when I am on the computer. That something just triggers my depression. :/ I don't believe it. I mean yeah I am depressed when I got back. And still am. But that was from an unexpected note I got and a Break up. (Don't ask) I am getting better don't worry.
But then my therapists said since I seem to be most happy around my animals that I should get a dog. I got a Horse and a Rabbit. Speck pasted away on me few months ago. I am not ready for another dog. Hell I don't know if I want one right now. But she kept saying I should.
Got home told my uncle about this and he agrees on a dog. So.. Looks like I be getting another dog now. I don't know what kind yet. I love Rotties. But I may go with a Farm dog.. Like I said I don't know. Gotta reserch cause knowing my therapists she may try and pair me up with a therapy dog. I don't want a therapy dog.
So yeah. Shitty day. But anyways. What would be the best dog to go with?
One just made me even more depressed. The other I was having allergic reaction to. The last one kept me up for days. Which I think is also due to something else.. But meh. Also can't sleep cause I am hurting from being kicked by a horse..
Anywho. Changed meds again. I can't take it til after another 24 hours or so. Went to see my therapists and she kept asking me. "What makes you sad" and "What makes you happy?"
Apparently my depression spikes up when I am on the computer. That something just triggers my depression. :/ I don't believe it. I mean yeah I am depressed when I got back. And still am. But that was from an unexpected note I got and a Break up. (Don't ask) I am getting better don't worry.
But then my therapists said since I seem to be most happy around my animals that I should get a dog. I got a Horse and a Rabbit. Speck pasted away on me few months ago. I am not ready for another dog. Hell I don't know if I want one right now. But she kept saying I should.
Got home told my uncle about this and he agrees on a dog. So.. Looks like I be getting another dog now. I don't know what kind yet. I love Rotties. But I may go with a Farm dog.. Like I said I don't know. Gotta reserch cause knowing my therapists she may try and pair me up with a therapy dog. I don't want a therapy dog.
So yeah. Shitty day. But anyways. What would be the best dog to go with?
Also, doctors never seem to help. The one I saw when I was having issues with nosebleeds perscribed me a nasal spray for allergies that had a side effect of nosebleeds. What?
I know right. :/ Like what the hell?
If I were you, I'd find natural alternatives for your depression treatment...before it's too late.
And.. Sorry again..
But as for dogs... Retrievers, Labs, German Shepards and Border Collies are all my favorites. They are all smart and loving/loyal dogs.. I reccomend one if them.
Dogs go.. hm. I'd say a retriever. I had one and she saved my ass twice. Not to mention they are very loyal and most will sence ypur emotions and will try and help in their own way.