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I shall rename FireFox to SpikeFox and rule the world!
Sorry for the lack of activeness here... Been down in the dumps lately. Things I really don't want to talk about. So to turn a Long Journal Short.
My depression has gotten worse. Apparently I've gotten use to my meds I had. Only thing that is keeping me from being fully depressed is my Girlfriend and my Dog. As those two seem to find a way to get me to smile somehow. So my doctors are prescribing me on new meds and suggested to get Lola to be an actual Service Dog.
Cause of my depression I believe is cause my uncle as been in the hospital most of the time. Been going in and out. He seems so out of it now. And it worries me alot. He needs hands on care now it seems. But with me working I can't do that. And the doctors suggested to put him in the Nursing home... Meaning away from his farm and very thing he loves. I mean he seems himself when he gets on one of horses and rides around. He brightens up.. Thankfully my girlfriend said she'll come over and take care of him while I am working. Since she's having issues finding a new job.
Also. We are talking about just letting Kaz move in with us. So it can be easier on her. Til she can get a new job. And so it can be easier to take care of my uncle til he gets back on his feet.
Also another reason for my depression is that I am losing friends it seems.. Only friends I seem to have now is just Crystal and Ashley... Everyone else had seem to have disappeared.. Or ignoring me.. I don't know... I know I haven't been active here. And there's has been some points that I should leave FA.. Or get rid of my Sonic characters I had made? I'm still debating on that..
Lastly. My computer is still crappy. Not worth to keep or to work on art I owe. And Hospital Bills Doctor Bills and all that shit has taken the money that I had saved up to get me and Kaz new computers. So we're gonna be anymore slower.
So yeah that's the low down.
Also thanks to an awesome friend with a Request I suggested. We got new Icons. F5 to see them.
My depression has gotten worse. Apparently I've gotten use to my meds I had. Only thing that is keeping me from being fully depressed is my Girlfriend and my Dog. As those two seem to find a way to get me to smile somehow. So my doctors are prescribing me on new meds and suggested to get Lola to be an actual Service Dog.
Cause of my depression I believe is cause my uncle as been in the hospital most of the time. Been going in and out. He seems so out of it now. And it worries me alot. He needs hands on care now it seems. But with me working I can't do that. And the doctors suggested to put him in the Nursing home... Meaning away from his farm and very thing he loves. I mean he seems himself when he gets on one of horses and rides around. He brightens up.. Thankfully my girlfriend said she'll come over and take care of him while I am working. Since she's having issues finding a new job.
Also. We are talking about just letting Kaz move in with us. So it can be easier on her. Til she can get a new job. And so it can be easier to take care of my uncle til he gets back on his feet.
Also another reason for my depression is that I am losing friends it seems.. Only friends I seem to have now is just Crystal and Ashley... Everyone else had seem to have disappeared.. Or ignoring me.. I don't know... I know I haven't been active here. And there's has been some points that I should leave FA.. Or get rid of my Sonic characters I had made? I'm still debating on that..
Lastly. My computer is still crappy. Not worth to keep or to work on art I owe. And Hospital Bills Doctor Bills and all that shit has taken the money that I had saved up to get me and Kaz new computers. So we're gonna be anymore slower.
So yeah that's the low down.
Also thanks to an awesome friend with a Request I suggested. We got new Icons. F5 to see them.
Glad to hear your girlfriend and dog have been taking care of you some. I hope you can feel better. ::hugs:: And you haven't lost this friend~
But I'm glad you've got your girlfriend and dog to help ya pull through.
I haven't been a good friend really.. We don't even talk.
I accidentally deleted you from Skype when going through my contacts. Don't think anything of it, alright..?
I hope things get better though, Brendon