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Know what? I am Done!...Never again!
12 years ago
How freaky is this..
Yeah, I am done streaming. I am sorry but I am through.
I am sorry if it sounds like drama but I am fed up.
I liked streaming, It was enjoyable. At least when I first started. But sinse then, all its done has made me realize how insignifigant I am.
I dont know if its just because my art isnt good enough? because I cant draw porn that well.
I mean I notice a trend easy on FA, If your streaming...98% of FA isnt interested in the stream unless there is a 90% chance they can get free art out of it.
No I am not painting all witht he same brush. I know there are a few supporters, who say they come in to watch. But the rest of FA has left me feeling like my art isnt even worth streaming.
So they get thier wish.
I mean when I try and stream, even IF I try and give a piece or two, The stream is deader than a graveyard.
Right now, I am just trying not to break down. I already had confidence issues.
The other half is it seems when I try and stream, everything fucks up on me. So I cant win.
Also...Highly likely....I will be nuking my gallery and starting over. Maybe If I focus on a restructured page, it will help. Doubt it.
So from this point on. Streaming is done, never again. Tarot Readings will be Via Notes or messages.
Other than that, I just feel like shit right now. Not including the very few supporters I have apparently,
Thanks FA for showing me how worthless I really am. :( I am only on your radar when you want freebies.
I am sorry if it sounds like drama but I am fed up.
I liked streaming, It was enjoyable. At least when I first started. But sinse then, all its done has made me realize how insignifigant I am.
I dont know if its just because my art isnt good enough? because I cant draw porn that well.
I mean I notice a trend easy on FA, If your streaming...98% of FA isnt interested in the stream unless there is a 90% chance they can get free art out of it.
No I am not painting all witht he same brush. I know there are a few supporters, who say they come in to watch. But the rest of FA has left me feeling like my art isnt even worth streaming.
So they get thier wish.
I mean when I try and stream, even IF I try and give a piece or two, The stream is deader than a graveyard.
Right now, I am just trying not to break down. I already had confidence issues.
The other half is it seems when I try and stream, everything fucks up on me. So I cant win.
Also...Highly likely....I will be nuking my gallery and starting over. Maybe If I focus on a restructured page, it will help. Doubt it.
So from this point on. Streaming is done, never again. Tarot Readings will be Via Notes or messages.
Other than that, I just feel like shit right now. Not including the very few supporters I have apparently,
Thanks FA for showing me how worthless I really am. :( I am only on your radar when you want freebies.
Warzol
~warzol
you're not worthless. x_X sigh.
Damagefox
~damagefox
OP
I'd like to think that, but have been shown otherwise, sorry
Warzol
~warzol
if anything if that's how it is. just don't delete your work. : / if that's how you see it. just don't stream for a while... unless there's enough people that WANT to see you stream and what not. just work on developing on your style/work then...
ShinoWolf
~shinowolf
do what you must but keep at YOUR art. I always feel bad when I get on and see your stream advert but I missed it but seeing the art that comes out is amazing.
Papa Cat Jubei
~jubeihero
me and you are gonna have a long talk
Damagefox
~damagefox
OP
long talk? sounds ominous
Papa Cat Jubei
~jubeihero
it is does :<
Damagefox
~damagefox
OP
....oh well
Damagefox
~damagefox
OP
I try not.to,.but this.week has had one.thing going wrong.after.another. So of course I blame myself as.always. It's nothing new.to me
Damagefox
~damagefox
OP
Sorry, wasn't really raised with any self confidence. So.when things go wrong as they often.do, first person I attack is myself.
Damagefox
~damagefox
OP
Maybe, but it becomes more than just a choice.when you grow up with parents telling you that when.something bad happens, it is automatically your fault.
Damagefox
~damagefox
OP
Sadly not all of us can just brush it off so easy
Damagefox
~damagefox
OP
I am still drawing, I just won't bother streaming. I would love.to but it's.just not worth it. Just leads to slot of stress and wasted time.
Spuz
~spuz
Just stream regardless of how many watch. Since you already are set up to do it, it's not much of a problem for you :3 Just have some material ready in case you don't get any requests from the stream visits.
