So here am I sitting somewhere with a hundred million things flowing around.

What the hell am I? What am I doing here? Why can't I simply do it as anyone else did?

Last week of this semester in my civil engineering college, a pretty high chance of reprocal knocking, and one of them of an already reproved subject! Simply fuck. Not only it, but quite a few, and what can I do!? Study? Well, tell me how you can study something you couldn't learn, tell me how you do a test whose subject is impossible to you!!!

Someone please take this away from me, I feel like I can't stand all this again, looks like I'm a failure myself.

Will I give up? No

But well, for me it's looks like giving up pr going to the end are the same result. So what difference it will make? Fuck... No tears to make worth this feeling, nothing to make it at least sisteactable... I'm desperate, and so almost hopeless... What have I done anyway?

for fuck's sake...